i just need a break

I have been writing this History paper for about four weeks... It is so hard to get things done when you know that you have other things you have to do as well. I moved most of my things home today. I still have a lot of crap still in the dorm. I have to make an A on my history final... ugh... Im stating to have dreams about my trip to Europe and I guess thats the only time my brain will give me to think about it because I know I haven't had time to think about it during the day. I think that when I get on the plane I just may pass out from exhaustion. I will have been up for about 4 days straight. oh yeah, thats right. i don't plan on sleeping from here on until I am on that plane. I know it may sound silly, but you gotta do what you gotta do. this blog may not make sense but i hope you can read it.

I love you and i miss you very much friend!

I miss you so much!

My last day of classes was yesterday. And, now all I have to worry about is juries on friday, writing two papers before monday, and my Music History final monday and lastly, my Music Theory final on tuesday. and I leave that afternoon! AH I haven't even been able to think about leaving. there is just too much to do here. I think I'm just going to pass out. I miss you and I hope you are having fun in Hawaii!

LOVE YOU!

Yay for postcards!

I love, love love getting postcards from you!

Last night we had our Spring concert! It was awesome! Ashlee said that it was the best that she had ever heard and she knows because she has been to every concert since I started at UAB. She said that she could tell that we were headed to a huge competition and she felt the fire in us! I'm excited about going... it just hasn't sunk in yet... there is still too much to do. I think it will actually sink in 1. while I'm packing. or 2. when I'm on the plane. There is just to much to think about first before I can think about the trip.

I'm glad to hear that you are headed to Hawaii... that means that you are closer to home. And, you being closer to home means that I am closer to getting to see your face! I miss you so much! I really really REALLY hope that you can stay here until i get home even if it is for just a day. I miss you so much, I don't think I could take it, knowing that you are back in the country and I cant take a trip to Charleston to see you... I'm taking 10 hours this summer in hopes of graduating may 09. Ah! It is such a scary thought. I dont know what I'm going to do with myself. well, I love you and be safe in Hawaii and enjoy it! It is one of the most beautiful places I have ever been.

I love you so much!

I'm going to kick some stupid boy ass!

Thats right!! I said it! How dare he make my best friend cry on her birthday!

It was so good to hear from you! I wanted to cry when I had to hang up. I miss you even MORE now that I got to hear your face! I love you so much and try not to pee on yourself when you go skydiving. I think it may be a good idea to wear plastic! I love you....

come home, there are two lawn chairs and a few beers with our names on them

Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday Best Friend!!! Yay for being 21!!! I know Im a little early but I couldn't wait to tell you HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! I say what Jason wrote on your wall. what a weirdo! when you get back and I get back if you are still here, we need to go out to On Tap and play that trivia game again! I found that paper from the last time. "Fuck you and the trivia horse you rode in on!" and I dont think we can forget the "Water-world" incident. I miss you so much friend! It makes me want to cry! I love you so much and you are the greatest best friend ever! I'm going to wear the CofC shirt you gave to me tomorrow! in your honor! I miss you so much!!!

Happy Birthday from me to you


Ps. the fam and Joey and Ashlee say Hi!

I miss you!

Hello friend!

So, wednesday... you turn 21. Just incase you forgot. Do you have anything special planned?

I got all my hair cut off!



I miss you so much friend!

friend!

I love getting post cards from you! they make my day so much better! I leave for Europe April 29th and will come back May 28th... I don't want to miss you! so, about this sky diving thing... My friend jenny wants to go sky diving and bungee jumping in Germany I only committed to bungee... sky diving just freaks me out. there is just something not right about jumping out of planes plus i dont even really like flying... it scares me. but if you have the opportunity i would take it. I'm getting my hair cut on friday... thats about the only thing exciting going on in my life at this moment. right now my hair is to the middle of my back. I'm cutting 11 inches off and giving it to locks of love. Jill is too. there is a lot to do before i can leave for Ireland. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!! I cant wait for you to get home!

Friend!

Thanks for my text today friend! I have a question... If I text or call you, will you get it? I miss you so much! Have a great day! I love you!

Hi friend!

I bet you are having the time of your life! I miss you SO much! Not too much has been going on here. We went to see Spamalot yesterday. It was so funny! This month is going to jam-packed with stuff to do. I have to move home, take my finals early, write a few papers, and go to Ireland. All in this month. Well, I cant wait to hear all about your trip when you get back and when I get back! You'll have all those "this one time when I was at semester at sea..." I cant wait!

Love you and miss you!

PS. I think someone turns 21 in a week and a half!